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[Monday
Jul 10th, at 1:37am 2006 ] |
i know i said i quit lj but i need to vent
i never talk about my personal life to anyone
because i dont feel the need for them to have to worry about my problems.
but too much is going on in my life right now.
today was the hardest day of my life
what more could go wrong.
people may think i have the perfect life.
"ohh my dad is a preacher i have the best life."
this time in my life is just not going well at all
so many things went & are going wrong.
im hurting so fucking bad
i just need my friends right now
more than ever.
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[Wednesday
May 3rd, at 9:36pm 2006 ] |
heather was an inspiration to me.
livejournal is pointless now.
goodbye.
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[Thursday
Apr 20th, at 10:08pm 2006 ] |
today was interesting.
i basically died in cheerleading
& im being serious. i died. lol.
went to JULIANNE'S house after school & had a very healthy snack
mmm coconut celery baby. you should try it. :] lol ju
then ju & i went to it's a grind & studied for our chemistry final for an hour & a half.
were good girls :]
lol we had the best time.
i love you juuu ♥
then went to dinner with mikie & his whole family for his brother's birthday. it was so fun.
i love his family to death.
tuesday, seven months :]
i love my boyfrienddd
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[Thursday
Apr 13th, at 11:16pm 2006 ] |
spring break.
its actually really fun for me.
i havnt NOT done anything.
so its chill.
i love my friends a whole lot :]
heather & i are playing SIMS.
best game ever. :]
hahaha.
<333.
& i have the best boyfriend.
im one lucky duckling. ♥
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[Sunday
Apr 9th, at 4:33pm 2006 ] |
@#%*$%^
i love my boyfriend :]
&& heather freaking cheri .
start of spring break = AMAZING
val's with heather :]
&& heather's cabin with her whole family
so fun <3
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[Thursday
Apr 6th, at 7:14pm 2006 ] |
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.
I AM THE LUCKIEST PERSON EVERR :D
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[Thursday
Mar 30th, at 10:03pm 2006 ] |
tryouts.
for varsity :]
prettttttty cool & exciting.
i can tell already next year is going to be different.
new coach :] whom is really cool.
& a new attitude towards everything
im not gonna freaking whine when we have to jump and stretch & work out & run.
im a cheerleader.
thats what i do. lol .
i totally saw a change in everything tonight.
i went to Loren Novak's with like a bunch of the girls trying out for varsity and it was one of the funnest nights ive had in a while.
minus the frustration & stress :] lol Loren i love you :]
ive never had that much fun with my cheer friends.
im so excited.
i was dreading cheer next year.
but its VARSITY & im around everyone i wanna be around.
i love my VARSITY squad.
we rockkk :]
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[Monday
Mar 27th, at 9:55pm 2006 ] |
im sorry ive been acting weird lately.
if you wanna talk about it .. ask me personally
i dont wanna like discuss problems over a public viewing.
but i just want my friends to know that i do love them.
a lot.
its just difficult going through a hard time w/out telling any friends about it.
i just dont like to flaunt my problems in life.
but just.. i want all my girls to know i love them.
:]
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[Sunday
Mar 26th, at 10:25pm 2006 ] |
i feel like i have eyes outside of highschool.
outside of the highschool world.
& i just watch everything that happens in highschool
& that im just the observer . not the victim in stupid things that happen in highschool.
ive realized that even though highschool is "older mature people"
it really isnt.
its still those same immature middle school kids who just think theyre mature.
& highschool bugs the HELL outta me.
i honestly cant stand it right now.
its not even the work im talking about.
its about peoples words.
people's promises.
people's broken promises.
people's jealousy
people's love for seeing jealousy
people's fake words
girls
boys.
"highschool is made for fun. you have to take risks and have fun & go wild"
yeah highschool is about fun it really is.
its about having fun with friends.
so im gonna find that.
:]
& yeah you might have the outlook on highschool as taking a bunch of risks n stuff.
but im not willing to give up the love of my life just to party & do stupid stuff & hook up with guys that dont matter.
what i have .. is 203472308947 times better :]
& ohh i am so incredibly happy.
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[Sunday
Mar 26th, at 1:13am 2006 ] |
oh how things change.
say goodbye.
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[Wednesday
Mar 22nd, at 6:06pm 2006 ] |
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ordinary people - john legend |
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i was looking through all my pictures
& i found so many funny/cute/weird pictures
haha i just thought id post them.
:] good memories.
esp with my doggyyy :]
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[Sunday
Mar 19th, at 3:58pm 2006 ] |
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alana's party was real good :]
got ready. went to alana's & then went to the harbor.
we had a blast.
dancing . laughing . pictures . messing with the bartender & captain.
going in crew only areas . showing up the old people.
dancing old style with kendall . <3 . being loud.
choking on hot chocolate & almost dying.
haha <3 sooo fun.
i love you alana . hope you had a great birthday <3.
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[Saturday
Mar 11th, at 3:29pm 2006 ] |
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how could you - mario |
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tonight is going to be amazing.
dressing all elegant & stuff.
gah.
i love it.
kendall,
i hope you have the best day today
& the best birthday.
dont let ANYONE ruin it for you.
you deserve this more than anyone.
i love you. ♥
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[Sunday
Mar 5th, at 3:06pm 2006 ] |
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F@%$ LIVEJOURNAL.
I HATE IT.
SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
!@$()#$qtgaetbhuyudnmesdgtyrstjnASERgAERGLKJAWEYFHOwehd
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[Saturday
Mar 4th, at 9:44am 2006 ] |
:D
i got signed.
with an agent
&& im auditioning today in Hollywood.
this one is a year contract of commercials.
@^*#$!@$&$%6
i leave in like 15 minutes.
wish me luck.
so excited. @#^$%^ :)
i finally came to my senses.
after so long.
you're gonna miss me
hate to say i told you so.
hey, i have friends.
i dont need to be like a
little dog waiting for you at your door.
& i love alana <3
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[Friday
Mar 3rd, at 5:29pm 2006 ] |
i finally found common sense for this.
im soo done with this.
you have no idea.
look into this.
its time to grow up
this is highschool.
stop acting childish.
but im becoming my own person now
not some door matt.
you might think im wrong
but i know im not.
when other people start to notice whats going wrong.
thats where i draw the line.
i want what is best for me.
feeling left out & hurt all the time?
yeah, not my cup of tea.
you would think that after so long that
you would cherish this thing we have.
guess not.
its a promise.
not a "when i feel like it."
EDIT:
&& this has nothing to do with my relationship with mikie. THAT is perfect.
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[Wednesday
Mar 1st, at 9:49pm 2006 ] |
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i seriously love my life .
i went through a hard stage.
i didnt know what was wrong with me.
i hope it doesnt come back.
im sure it wont.
all i know is..
i have the best friends
& the greatest boyfriend i could ask for.
&&
i love my best friend.
id do anything for this girl.
cause you know.
id rather be there for her.
than hurt her.
look into that.
<3.
i love you heather.
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[Sunday
Feb 26th, at 10:22pm 2006 ] |
jamies party = LOVE.
Happy Birthday Jamie.
i hope you had a WONDERFUL birthday
you definately deserve it.
i love you sooo much <333.
click on "post a comment" or "read" comments to view the pictures.
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[Sunday
Feb 26th, at 8:47pm 2006 ] |
i annoy myself so much
to the limit of where i wanna punch myself right in the face.
@#^$&<@#$@#*$@#$!@$#$^%#$%
worst mood ever.
i just wanna screammmm.
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| @I$%#@$%@3 oh mannn. READ THIS NOWWW |
[Sunday
Feb 26th, at 10:33am 2006 ] |
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